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                        Razor Blade Update!

• I'm Tamara, known as Razorblade. I'm 21 years old, my bday is 4/20/92. I'm petite, 4'11-5 ft. My hometown is Hendersonville, NC. That's a home where I don't fit in. Currently I'm living in Charlotte, NC. My dream is to go to the UK. I love to party, to go out and do something like bar hopping, going to clubs and shows/concerts.My music is screamo, metal and some dub step. Im into the dark side of modeling, however i want to expand more. To reach more fans and build up my name. I started modeling in 2010. When MySpace was popular, I seen a photographers work. I asked him "Do you have to be tall, skinny and have big tits, to be a model?" He replied no, and looked at my pics. He was interested in working with me. My first shoot I done was a bloody one, and I impressed the photographer. That's when I realized how much I loved modeling. I always been a "camera whore", but modeling is different then that. Modeling comes with ideas, outfits, hair, makeup, poses, location/backgrounds, and props.
  
  
  Its all very exciting, like a thrill. When I seen my image, I felt great about myself.I have low self esteem, I don't rely on people, or even the mirror to see or understand the beauty I might have. The images show me what other people see, that I can't see nor understand.I met and talked to interesting people, few people I met were creeps, so always be careful.I'm looking to expand my modeling, new photographers, people to help me where I wanna be at. I dream of being in more music videos, mags, commercials, posters and calendars. I wanna prove to the world you don't have to be super skinny, tall, nor big breasts to be a successful model, I wanna prove that to myself most importantly. Sadly my modeling hit a few holes in the past few months, but I'm not going to give up. I will make a comeback, Razorblade or any new name I might have will be making a comeback. I came a long way to give up.For the longest time I didn't know what I wanted to do with life, besides modeling. Now, I see it. It takes steps, I'm going to be a stripper (I found out dancing on the pole is fun), then to be a bartender, and work my way to become a tattoo artist.
  

  

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  With all of those, I'm still able to do my modeling, and hopefully make my dreams come true.I'm thankful for the photographers and the people who has helped me and to the fans thank you for supporting me and wanting more. Without you guys, I wouldn't be this far. I will make a comeback and more fans. Just wait, I'll be having more photoshoots. Thank you all. I love you all.