Riot weekly blog

Hey Hey Heyyyy,

How has everyone been? Ive been super busy with school recently. Its been so much fun tho. I passed my first anatomy test which was amazing. So far things are just going really well. Im going out today and signing up for my gym membership. Get fit and start tanning for free haha. Im excited. Surprisingly, I know I may not look like the type who tans.. but its sooo relaxting. I finally started my tattoing page. Im kinda excited about it. People have been telling me to so i can get it out there so i did it. If you want to you can go take a look and everything. Like it if you want to.

The fb page issss  https://www.facebook.com/riotink2014

Things have been going exceptionally well with the lady and I. I love Ashley so damn much its unbelievable. Things are just starting to fall into place.. slowly but surely. HAVE FAITH. If you are also from the NW suburbs of chicago, IL... lemme know where the fuck is hiring lol.. I NEED a job.

But hopefully i can get a photo shoot in shortly. Most likely this weekend. love you guys!!!

-Riot.

Riot

Lolli UG blog post

Soo let me get started by saying hi im Lolli and im the secret bitch of the crew ha. Yes lil ol sweet me is a bitch and proly one of the scariest ppl ul meet granite u dnt know it yet ha. Well lets see im supost to write a blog mumbo jumbo about whatever I want. Soo let me start wit well...people. ooo people. Where

Lolli UG

to begine. People stop being soooo dramatic and crazy about things. Like dude live ur life man. Dont worry about every little thing that happens cause things happen to everyone. Your not alone dude. Ha. Talk it out wit people cause if ive learned something my whole life is that holding shit in is the worst to do. Cause me into sever depression and almost death. Tottally not worth the struggle ha. Live life man. Dont let things bring u down so much. Im chubby and a freak and get made fun of or hated on on a daily hourly.basis and u dnt see me being all dramatic about it..yea I might go ham on the person tlkin the shit and that shit is scary but dude I dnt let it ruin me cause lifes way to short. Now ima talk about boys..boys u really get in my nerves sometimes wit ur hey ima hit on u and tlk to u for days then boom drop u like ur an old book or a ash from a fukin cig dude its crazy. Yes women have feelings u know as do I...well if ur human u should lol. And be respectful dude like damn im takin time out if my own time to talk to ur ass and take my effort of being nice, the least u can do is be nice back man damn ha. Now ladies dont think guys are the only ones who do this shit. Yallbare just as bad. I try tlkin to a chic she tlks to me a few hours then boop goodbye...leavin me like wait what ha. So ladies and gents...stop bein so damn ignurent seriously ha. So ima end this shit right here by sayiing legalize marijuana. Yes im a pot smoke a god damn midnight toker but dude come on. If everyone smoked we wuld have so much damn peace I dnt even know what id do. U know after having a long painful,aggravating,just plain horrible day at work or school or whatever it is u do and u get home and u just smoke a nice fat bowl...all that shit that just happend fades away man like pooof gone. I know it does for me..yeaaa u prolly gotta deal wit it the next day but hey get things taken care of finish the day and go home and smoke another damn bowl and sleep. Now that shits the best. If everyone smoked weed and we were all just floatin on clouds and shit noone would be made. Like come on bro how you mad? Lol. Just smoke weed relax and let peace flow in man ha. XD

Riot UG blog

Riot UG

Soooo, I have realized that Ive been away for toooooo long. SO I'm gonna start doing a weekly blog so ya'll can keep up with how i am. Alot has happened over the last couple months. My ex left me not even a month into getting our apartment together. I was a deff wreck for a bit. When i was finally bout to just give up, I met this girl out of the blue. (hint shes my best friends boyfriends ex girlfriend) ha. Anywho, alot of shit went down with that group. Originally, I started talking to her... btw her name is Ashley.. but i originally started talking to her to make sure that she was okay because of all the bullshit that happened. Well, i started having feelings for her. I told my self i was stupid cuz mind you, this girl was completely straight. We started hanging out everyday and getting close. One day she told me she started having this feeling about me and everything. Like i have respected the fuck out of this girl since day one. I did flirt with her.. told her it she felt uncomfortable to let me kno. She never did. I asked her out on a date, she said yes so i cooked her dinner and we curled up and watched a movie. I held her hand n everything and if fit perfectly in mine. She told me later that she felt butterflies and everything. I told her flat out that i wouldnt kiss her or anything unless i had permission. 2 weeks went by and i got the permission to.. and boy lemme tell you.. our first kiss felt like unbelievable bliss. So much emotion, butterflies, chills, the whole nine. So another few weeks got by. I opened up to this girl like i have never opened up to anyone before. I dont think ive ever trusted someone so much before in my life. And it really is, honestly the best feeling. We started officially dating on December 12, 2013. And i cant tell you the last time ive truely been THIS happy. I cant even describe it to you. I can say that, whatever there is out there, sent her to me. When i was most vulnerable, i started drinking again and everything. I was in a bad place. Then she just came into my life and literally swept me off my feet.

A couple weeks ago i got sick for 3 weeks. NO idea wtf i had. went to the hospital 2 times and they couldnt tell me what was wrong with me. But they were able to tell me that i had a heart problem. That the muscles in my heart are damaged. If i dont get it taken care of... if i were to have heart problems later on or have a heart attack, it can be fatal. So atm im literally living with a failing heart. A friend of mine brought up the fact that maybe my heart is literally dying off because of all the heart break ive delt with my whole life... kinda makes sense. Well Ashley rushed to the hospital that night i found out after she got out of work. As many have you noticed, i have this tattoo on my wrist. Its in green. Its a heart with the life line lines wrapped around my wrist. I wear my heart on my sleeve. Literally, and sometimes it really sucks. I get sucked in so easily to people. Beauty of being an Aquarius. But eh whatev. So Ashley decided to get the matching tattoo on her hip. Cuz i guess that within the 2 months, well prolly over 2 months now, that i mean alot to her. I think it was the cutest thing anyone has ever done for me. Merp. But as of right now, things are getting alot better. Im happy again, things are finally going right for me. I start massage therapy school again on January 6. Im getting my life back on track finally. And honestly, i have to thank Ash for that because if it wasnt for her coming into my life when she did.. i would have given up on everything. Even my life in general. She literally saved me. And she makes me such a better person. The person ive been longing to be for my whole life. Shes giving me the will power to do anything and everything. Shes my muse... and honestly has became my everything. And i can safely say that I am in love with this girl. I dont care who likes it or doesnt like it.. im fianlly trying to make myself happy.

Well, im going to say so long for now. I promise i will have a shoot done soon. So keep your eyes peeled. I love you and miss you all!!!!   -Riot UG

Razor Blade UG Blog

                        Razor Blade Update!

• I'm Tamara, known as Razorblade. I'm 21 years old, my bday is 4/20/92. I'm petite, 4'11-5 ft. My hometown is Hendersonville, NC. That's a home where I don't fit in. Currently I'm living in Charlotte, NC. My dream is to go to the UK. I love to party, to go out and do something like bar hopping, going to clubs and shows/concerts.My music is screamo, metal and some dub step. Im into the dark side of modeling, however i want to expand more. To reach more fans and build up my name. I started modeling in 2010. When MySpace was popular, I seen a photographers work. I asked him "Do you have to be tall, skinny and have big tits, to be a model?" He replied no, and looked at my pics. He was interested in working with me. My first shoot I done was a bloody one, and I impressed the photographer. That's when I realized how much I loved modeling. I always been a "camera whore", but modeling is different then that. Modeling comes with ideas, outfits, hair, makeup, poses, location/backgrounds, and props.
  
  
  Its all very exciting, like a thrill. When I seen my image, I felt great about myself.I have low self esteem, I don't rely on people, or even the mirror to see or understand the beauty I might have. The images show me what other people see, that I can't see nor understand.I met and talked to interesting people, few people I met were creeps, so always be careful.I'm looking to expand my modeling, new photographers, people to help me where I wanna be at. I dream of being in more music videos, mags, commercials, posters and calendars. I wanna prove to the world you don't have to be super skinny, tall, nor big breasts to be a successful model, I wanna prove that to myself most importantly. Sadly my modeling hit a few holes in the past few months, but I'm not going to give up. I will make a comeback, Razorblade or any new name I might have will be making a comeback. I came a long way to give up.For the longest time I didn't know what I wanted to do with life, besides modeling. Now, I see it. It takes steps, I'm going to be a stripper (I found out dancing on the pole is fun), then to be a bartender, and work my way to become a tattoo artist.
  

  

  Razor Blade

  With all of those, I'm still able to do my modeling, and hopefully make my dreams come true.I'm thankful for the photographers and the people who has helped me and to the fans thank you for supporting me and wanting more. Without you guys, I wouldn't be this far. I will make a comeback and more fans. Just wait, I'll be having more photoshoots. Thank you all. I love you all. 

Kat UG blog post

Kat

So I’ll start with my name, they call me Kat. I’m 25. my birthday is 9,9,88. I’m a single mom and I’m ok with that.I started modeling about a year ago and I love it. It helps me with a lot of issues. My pictures may not be professional. I may not be super thin and tone but I’ll always be me, Always be real. I model for Underground Girls because, I’m never judged or told what to wear or look like. It’s all up to me. Someday I plan to be a very well known alternative model. However until then I love my life. Never let anyone control you, you are the only one living your life and I have been controlled for so much of mine. I'll never let it happen again. I not only make choices for myself anymore but for my child. So i dont chose friends easily. However once we are friends, I am the greatest friend you'll ever have. I do anything for my friends and family. I believe in Karma, and with all the shit I've been through... this should be a good year for me. MMFWCL